i live there because that is where i left myself last
that girl—she is hell-bent on never getting married
keeps ten journals to sketch ten cities that aren’t home
says her favorite day was sunday and has written
fifty different poems about a boy with freckles across his noseher memory, truthfully, was never as bad as she thinks it is
she calls herself self-aware more than she calls
her friends for help
says she is too young to understand love, pretends
she doesn’t like romantic dramas and draws carelessly
on her face with dark brown eyeliner;
she still thinks it widens her almond eyes
that girl
she does not love you at all
would rather dig her grave than admit that
she cares about you, that she actually enjoys
listening to you ramble about your father
she only thinks about you maybe twice a month
would rather write more poems about the freckled boy
than admit you’re more than a friend to her
i live there because
i’ll admit to liking cheesy romcoms and to that
my favorite day is actually wednesday
i am not that girl anymore
and it’s easier to pretend i like sundays than
pretend i didn’t just write a poem about you
If you ever see a bad picture of yourself just think about sunsets
Have you ever tried to take a picture of a sunset with a crappy camera? It turns out like shit. I mean that could be the most beautiful sunset you’ve ever seen in your life and the photo looks gross.
That doesn’t mean the sunset isn’t breathtaking, it just means the camera can’t contain it’s beauty.
You are a gorgeous motherfucking sunset never forget that
The coolest bumblebee ever.
omg unmute, it’s so innocent
camera person: “wave”
bee: *raises arm*
camera person: “yaaaay, what’s up mr. bumblebee?”
I hate bugs but lmao
If you ever see a bad picture of yourself just think about sunsets
Have you ever tried to take a picture of a sunset with a crappy camera? It turns out like shit. I mean that could be the most beautiful sunset you’ve ever seen in your life and the photo looks gross.
That doesn’t mean the sunset isn’t breathtaking, it just means the camera can’t contain it’s beauty.
You are a gorgeous motherfucking sunset never forget that
Date the girl whose hair is a mess and steals your t-shirts and kisses you in front of boys who look at her admiringly. Date the girl who wants to dance in the rain with you and make tea for you and make you laugh so hard you snort tea out your nose. Date the girl who cares so much that she can tell something is wrong just by looking at you. Date the girl who will wrap her arms around you for no reason and pay attention when you talk about the things you love, even if she doesn’t love them herself. Date the girl who looks like a lazy sunday afternoon instead of a saturday night. Yeah. Just date that girl.
Date the girl whose hair is a mess and steals your t-shirts and kisses you in front of boys who look at her admiringly. Date the girl who wants to dance in the rain with you and make tea for you and make you laugh so hard you snort tea out your nose. Date the girl who cares so much that she can tell something is wrong just by looking at you. Date the girl who will wrap her arms around you for no reason and pay attention when you talk about the things you love, even if she doesn’t love them herself. Date the girl who looks like a lazy sunday afternoon instead of a saturday night. Yeah. Just date that girl.
Date the girl whose hair is a mess and steals your t-shirts and kisses you in front of boys who look at her admiringly. Date the girl who wants to dance in the rain with you and make tea for you and make you laugh so hard you snort tea out your nose. Date the girl who cares so much that she can tell something is wrong just by looking at you. Date the girl who will wrap her arms around you for no reason and pay attention when you talk about the things you love, even if she doesn’t love them herself. Date the girl who looks like a lazy sunday afternoon instead of a saturday night. Yeah. Just date that girl.
things to start doing:
- drink more water
- carry a camera everywhere i go
- read more books than i already do
- go for walks
- do yoga more often
- go to bed earlier
- enjoy the little things
- go outside more
- stop comparing myself to others
- stick to my goals n stop putting things off
- write down my feelings
- smile more, especially at random people
